text: Ok. Who am I? I am no one of any significance. At one time I was CO of LA then both LA and MS. I formed the Patriot Express which morphed into a disaster relief. I've carried the title of Nat Sec, Nat PR and worn many hats. I've bern part of this group for a decade or more. I am a disabled grandmother and mother of 2. I stepped down from my last CO position because like Ed, I won't ask anyone to do something I can't. I am not a hypocrite and know, FULL well, you can't lead from behind. I have done all I can to be ready for what's coming and should that time come... I'll do everything within my power to take a few with me. But it is my sincere prayer that God remove this from us. Now, I'm sorry if me bringing God's name into it offends anyone but I Am a Christian, therefore I use his name and describe myself as such. And i will till the day they take me out of here. I have been somewhat active for the past 3 years or so but my condition is getting progressively worse and I am trying my best to live to see my grandson graduate. So...like Travis, I try to stay quiet because I can't do what I feel like I need to do. I can barely walk. I am alone raising a grandson and I do Everything that must be done...and it's all I can do!! But this is not the time for self pity or excuses. It's also not the time to keep quiet. So I hope you'll all take into consideration what I was talking about and understand why I have no title at this time. Just realize my disability doesn't affect my mind. It keeps right on ticking. There are times I wish to God I could turn it off.