text: I watched grown ass men and women ball up in fetal position and squall like a newborn when the fire comes . You either stand and face fire or fan flames from darkness. I watched my father die from agent orange in Vietnam at 57 , watched my uncle die at 56 from hep c from working alongside my dad . My grandfather made it to 90 served in pacific theater in "air corp " . I got 5 bullet holes in my hide , 17 stab wounds, 54 broken bones , had cancer twice and I'll pass from hep c most likely before I'm 60 I'm fixing to turn 39 . I do not fear that , I'll face it the same as i have every thing else . Stand and face your demons , check your hole card , see what your willing to pay . I signed a blank check up to and including my life to defend this country as my family before. Check and see what blank check y'all would write