text: Hell wish I had at least a small group. All talk on line telling me what needs to be done but then have an excuse to miss every meet. Others that do come once in a while talk big shit during the meet but never have the backbone to follow through. Then they all bitches how they do so much for the group and it’s unappreciated when in reality they do nothing. For three years it has been me that has set up and given all training period no others will. I am tired of trying to teach people who do not want to learn and will not listen when you try to tell or even show them how to do things right. I never say my way is the only way but I have a bit of experience in what I try to pass on. Just a little frustrated and getting worn out. Time to start over.