text: Very very seldom do I ever ask for help on anything. Always found ways to do it myself but these days I do pay for it. I still am independent as hell and I hurt myself more by being stubborn than anyone should. I will remain this way until it has become impossible then I will just fade into the shadows of obscurity. All training done here either I give it or I participate 100% I still believe that If I am not willing to do it then how can I expect others to.